Question?

Have you ever seen your X in public and thought to yourself, "what the F was I thinking?".
Just had one of those moments.

"Everyone comes with baggage. Be with someone who loves you enough to help you unpack it."

Man Up!

So after all the "I Love You's" and "I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you", Mr. Blind Date, has some "things" to deal with. What are these "things" you ask? Work, financial, past issues. All B.S. If you ask me. Aren't you suppose to lean on the ones you love during difficult times? I thought so. Guess it's just too much for him to deal with. Well, good because last time I checked I was only interested in men not little boys. And men who I can strut my stuff in 4-5 inch stillettos. So there!!!!!
Next!
XoXo

"Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you"

Well that was FUN

Vegas trip was very uneventful. That is not the word I prefer to use when recalling my Vegas weekend. I like words like "bananas" and "out of control" and maybe even "fun". Oh alright, I'm being my normal braty self. Vegas was alright. I guess when your boyfriends sister marries a guy old enough to be her father you can't expect too much excitement. Again, very braty of me and so rude. We layed by the pool, had some cocktails. Gambled a bit. And the highlight was the Flamingo showgirls shakin their little booties topless. Thrilling. Not a single chick even had boobs to shake so it really was rather boring. But now I can say "I have been to a real Vegas show". Whoopeeee!!!!
But I do like Mr. Blind Date. Atleast for right now. The little quirks that we all have, well, his are startin to bug. Back to the I don't know/maybe/maybe not the one, questions in my head.
Chat later.

Vegas with Mr. Blind Date

It's the end of July and perfect weather to go to Vegas. Mr. Blind Date and his sister and her husband and I are heading off to Vegas for a fun weekend. Things are still moving right along with this guy. He is very genuinely sweet to me. It's a nice change from the junk I dated in the past. But let's see how he acts in a place that screams out "sex" and tons of "nudity". Will he get jealous and be all over me or relax and not let his insecurities get the best of him. Don't worry, I'm not gonna go to any extremes to put this guy to the test. But confidence is a big plus when it comes to my physical and emotional attraction to a man. And I need to see him in action.
Let the games begin, Vegas style. :)
XoXo

Just a quick summer recap. Things with Mr. Blind Date, that's his 'code name', are going well. I went to Palm Springs with him and the family and it turned out just fine. It's only been 2 months and he is already planning a long life for us. I'm not sure yet. His "I'm so in love with you's" are nice, but I'm not even close to that yet. Can I really live the rest of my life with a guy who adds Splenda to his coffee??? I don't know if I can. It may seem like no big deal, but years from now could lead to divorce.
So yes, I'm having fun going to the beach and having an admirer on my tail. My mind keeps throwing out questions like "why are you settleing?" or "why don't you get butterflies when you see him?". Maybe I expect too much from Love. Has society made it so unrealistic that no one man will ever meet all my expectations ? I really hope that's not the case. We will see.